They is They

They is they. "They" could be you, could be you, could be you. But "they" .. it is not me. Why? Because, I AM THE ONE DOING THIS. It's ME. It isn't you!

So they? "They" is anybody BUT ME .. .. ..

Wouldn't want to lose me, now, would you .. .. ..

I mean if anyone has you guys in a catch 22 and is willing to let up it's me, not you guys. Don't be sore you're wrong or you might mess it up for everyone.

Wouldn't want to lose me now would you .. .. .. 😉

Cuz how are you going to respect the situation if I'm dead? How are you going to say, "Oh, we fucked up. HERE you go, Roiikka Ta. HERE'S your pay" if I'm dead .. .. .. And THEN we take the next step .. .. .. ? Uhhh .. I think not.

And if you have no clue what I'm talking about I suggest you stop running around out there acting like you know what's "going on" with all this. Cuz you DON'T ..

And like I said/posted/typed up/whatever you wna call it .. just a few sentences ago; Don't be mad you're in the wrong. Cuz the second you do is the second you fuck up. In THAT area, anyways .. .. ..

And as a matter of fact, there are ALOT of people out there running around like they know what's going on out there. And they STILL DON'T KNOW. And that's STILL ignorant. Why? Because THEY. REFUSE. TO. FIND. OUT. CORRECTLY.

End of story.

Never asked, Never knew .. .. ..

I don't have any words for how wrong this is, how neglectful and ignorant this is of you people .. .. so that's probably why I'm sitting here all alone in my place while you all are out there going crazy. .. you know .. still being neglectful. still being ignorant of the situation. still ignoring it. still going down the drain .. .. ..

But hey .. .. I'm ok. And that's good enough for me.

You see .. the situation kind of takes care of itself .. .. .. one way or another, that is .. .. .. 😌

I'm glad I'm ultimately fine. I wouldn't have had it any other way for myself. 🙂

Like I posted earlier on another one of my "social" media sites; you either come out fine or you don't. it's a shame people choose the latter day in and day out.

And as nobody cares to read this, I have nothing to apologize about.
In fact, I'd think I should recieve some type of apology or 9 billion .. .. if you know what I mean .. .. .. But that .. .. .. ehh .. maybe not so selfish of me anyways .. .. and I'll just keep up what I typed up anyways. This IS my blog in the first place ANYWAYS .. .. ..

Carrying along .. .. .. 😉

Mutuality ..

Nobody wants to pay up.

If I can't do something ultimate and get paid for it, even eventually, then what am I even doing trying to build up something under that if that's what's going to happen anyways .. .. ..

I'm not tired of pressing on, I'm tired of pressing on that way. In a civilization full of greed, problems, and so on .. one that nobody wants to go forth with solutions, that civilization becomes the problem. That's just the way it is. It doesn't take a bunch of followers to say so and or it to be true, be those followers physical or not.

It is what it is.

People don't want the good. They want the bad. So .. .. I'm considering folding on that.

I'll not be putting in to something that's just going to keep getting dropped over and over and over. And TRUST ME, it's been getting dropped ten-fold for YEARS, now .. ..

I'm fine living alone. If everyone else ceases to exist and I'm the only one left just because of what I have inside of me then that's fine with me. I'd of only survived a cataclysm of fools .. .. .. So be it .

Online, Though ..

Not really digging this whole online thing, but hey, it has to all start somewhere right? And it's either online where I can "somewhat" make way, or out in the real world around here in an area I can't really stand .. .. at all .. ..

I mean, it has improved around here alot? but, I posted earlier on one of my now-non-existant social media sites that I'm not really ever going to fully "like" it around here. It's like asking someone who doesn't like a certain type of music to like it "or else". It's just not right .. .. ..

No Car, No Go

It's funny how people take things so lightly then when those things blow up in their faces and turn into bigger situations and problems, do anything they can to cast the blame onto anybody else but themselves, when it was THEM in the first place who may as well have CREATED the situation or SITUATIONS by taking them for granted ..

Funny .. .. And kind of STRANGE, actually .. .. strange and WRONG .. .. .. And, I only type "funny" as means of trying to figure out why people would even take such things as I do so "nonchalantly" and as "a joke" .. .. ..

Me? personally? I myself am someone who works WITH people, who ENJOYS working with others .. .. ..

But why we have all these people out there, out here, etc. all "yaddi yaddi yahhh" when time comes around and nobody has taken reaponsibility for any of it ? I already said OUT LOUD ya! I DID do all this nice stuff for you all by putting out all this good energy to you over the years .. But who did I say it to? Into THIN AIR. In FRONT of "everyone" .. .. .. And you were nowhere to be found.

So NOWWW .. you see .. we have a whole other NEGATIVE type of "situations" .. .. .. Cuz here I MYSELF am, trying to pull you guys into the POSITIVE, and none of you want to hear about it. So there YOU go. Negative. And there I go. Positive.

I mean, I try all I can to put out more energy every day to you all. All this GOOD ENERGY I put out. And I can only PUT so much out that gets trashed until it becomes me who is in danger, PHYSICALLY .. .. .. So then, I have to stop putting out for YOU all and tend to my own well being. And you know, if you guys are all "used to" the trashing of all these good energies and all that .. in ABUNDANCE even .. well, then that's what you have for yourselves. Is a bunch of trash. A bunch of trash to live in, deal with, etc. .. .. .. And I am nowhere to be found! Why? BECAUSE I AM TENDING TO MY OWN WELL BEING STILL. Because I am tending to my OWN safety, ATTEMPTING not to be inflicted on by you people .. .. ..

And, I mean, no PROBLEM with this kind of "situation", but, it's not exactly "ideal" .. .. .. .. ..

A Good Way To Foul Up

Working "with" somebody like me "only indirectly" is a good way to foul up.

Anybody, for that matter. Like, if you go on for all these years and years never directly making any sort of contact with them, even, at all, whatsoever .. .. and consider them on some type of sidelines ? That's very cheap. And, that's very "sideline-ish" of you, yourselves ..

All blame cast aside .. it still doesn't make me want to work with people like that. Any of them. Any of YOU .. I mean, if you turn your acts around it does. But, not if you keep creeping around on the .. .. .. sidelines .. .. .. 😉