Nobody wants to pay up.
If I can't do something ultimate and get paid for it, even eventually, then what am I even doing trying to build up something under that if that's what's going to happen anyways .. .. ..
I'm not tired of pressing on, I'm tired of pressing on that way. In a civilization full of greed, problems, and so on .. one that nobody wants to go forth with solutions, that civilization becomes the problem. That's just the way it is. It doesn't take a bunch of followers to say so and or it to be true, be those followers physical or not.
It is what it is.
People don't want the good. They want the bad. So .. .. I'm considering folding on that.
I'll not be putting in to something that's just going to keep getting dropped over and over and over. And TRUST ME, it's been getting dropped ten-fold for YEARS, now .. ..
I'm fine living alone. If everyone else ceases to exist and I'm the only one left just because of what I have inside of me then that's fine with me. I'd of only survived a cataclysm of fools .. .. .. So be it .