The funny thing is, is that I just finished that last post and was re-directed to the "titles" screen here on Blogger as usual and re-read the title of the post I just posted and immediately realized what I was just wondering .. ..
Like, you know when you just post something, say something, complete a thought, etc. and you are left wondering what you were just talking about because you finished it so well? Well that's what that was. I was like, "why do people choose to be so destructive?" .. And I mean obviously it's because they believe (albeit false) that there is more "power" in negative energies than positive ones, but I was answered by this title by it saying to me "Because they are assholes" and it made me think .. .. ..
Like, when you've done all you can to be good to others .. and .. they just keep pursuing these negative energies .. .. .. you kind of just have to let them. In other words, ultimately knowing the outcome of it .. .. I mean ya, you just have to let them destroy themselves. Because you've done all you can .. .. .. and if that's truly all you can do then that's what it is, truly, is all you can do. The end of your limit.
And I'm no Jesus or anything .. so I just do my music. And, I mean, small situation left un-dealt with over so long grown so large now, but still .. I am no fool. I am a music maker, a photographer, an artist. I am no Jesus. And, I never said I was. I never even acted like I was. I just lived my life and, ultimately just been letting this "other" situation deal with itself. Because, ya, it's my doing, but .. .. I'm pretty sure if I was the one to pay myself I'd be payed already. And, that's not the way the universe works. People do their jobs, their part, then they get payed by other people. They don't get payed by themselves. And whoever's sick joke that was about me having to pay myself and shrugging off their part in this, well, Idk what's going to come of you, but I'm sure it isn't good.
It ultimately isn't "funny", these situations .. .. .. I haven't been the one laughing it off, I've been the one trying to work through it. That's why I've been "bitching" (how you say it around here, mind you) about it this whole time. Years .. .. .. even .
And if you consider that wrong then you are ultimately not welcome to exist as positive energy by means of the universe or anything. Because that's not what it's about and that's not how positive energy works. It just doesn't.
Never said it did, never said you were and I don't have any IDEA how you got there. But by the heavens above, and hells below you are not welcome to call yourself as a "positive" being by any means shape or form SO help me the heavens above AND hells below .. .. ..
