It's funny how people take things so lightly then when those things blow up in their faces and turn into bigger situations and problems, do anything they can to cast the blame onto anybody else but themselves, when it was THEM in the first place who may as well have CREATED the situation or SITUATIONS by taking them for granted ..
Funny .. .. And kind of STRANGE, actually .. .. strange and WRONG .. .. .. And, I only type "funny" as means of trying to figure out why people would even take such things as I do so "nonchalantly" and as "a joke" .. .. ..
Me? personally? I myself am someone who works WITH people, who ENJOYS working with others .. .. ..
But why we have all these people out there, out here, etc. all "yaddi yaddi yahhh" when time comes around and nobody has taken reaponsibility for any of it ? I already said OUT LOUD ya! I DID do all this nice stuff for you all by putting out all this good energy to you over the years .. But who did I say it to? Into THIN AIR. In FRONT of "everyone" .. .. .. And you were nowhere to be found.
So NOWWW .. you see .. we have a whole other NEGATIVE type of "situations" .. .. .. Cuz here I MYSELF am, trying to pull you guys into the POSITIVE, and none of you want to hear about it. So there YOU go. Negative. And there I go. Positive.
I mean, I try all I can to put out more energy every day to you all. All this GOOD ENERGY I put out. And I can only PUT so much out that gets trashed until it becomes me who is in danger, PHYSICALLY .. .. .. So then, I have to stop putting out for YOU all and tend to my own well being. And you know, if you guys are all "used to" the trashing of all these good energies and all that .. in ABUNDANCE even .. well, then that's what you have for yourselves. Is a bunch of trash. A bunch of trash to live in, deal with, etc. .. .. .. And I am nowhere to be found! Why? BECAUSE I AM TENDING TO MY OWN WELL BEING STILL. Because I am tending to my OWN safety, ATTEMPTING not to be inflicted on by you people .. .. ..
And, I mean, no PROBLEM with this kind of "situation", but, it's not exactly "ideal" .. .. .. .. ..
